Tuesday 28 April 2020

Fixing my fucked up life

Controlling, dominating and manipulative mother
Lack of individual autonomy
Problematic, narcisstic and insensitive father
Anxiety issues, depression, angst
Larger political problems to wrap head around - breaking my own prejudices
Unsuccessful two years, on the work front - academically, filmmaking
Lack of inspiration and motivation
Lack of knowledge, feeling worthless and uninspired
Loneliness, memories of a past, broken relationships and friendships
Missing past with Palomi, looking at finding love once again
My opinions and beliefs, in the past
Stuck indoors, bleak future
Lack of money
Concern for the future - job, projects, career
Other concerns - film school, lack of travelling enough, new laptop
Moving out and getting my own apartment
Finishing Ashoka with decent grades
Getting that one cigarette to smoke

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